I’m reaching my end point in life. It’s not that I’ve given up, I’ve accepted the fact that my Jubilee year is the time I accept what’s happening, understand my part in the current process, and follow His path. 

I won’t be critical or complain at all. God’s will in the environment of the ungodly simply means to hold true to your faith quietly, accept what has happened, and know that both the love of your life and the Trinity will always be there.